Beorn Report post Posted February 2, 2006 (edited) As some of you may already know I have a problem with drugs and alcohol. It was so bad at one point it led to me slitting my wrists. I quit it for a while on my own but it didn't last long. It is a lot worse this time and I have been having seizures from some of the things I have been doing. Like last night I fell asleep the woke up laying on the steps shaking with blood gushing out of my nose and I had another later that night. I can't get off of them by myself this time so I am checking into a drug and alcohol rehab and I will be back in 30 to 40 days. I will still be able to post on the forums, but I won't be able to play the game. Well bye you guys and I will see you all when I am better again. -Beorn Edited February 2, 2006 by Beorn Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Soldus Report post Posted February 2, 2006 Good Luck Beorn! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Entropy Report post Posted February 2, 2006 That sucks, but I hope you can get better. Alcohol is good, just use it in moderation, like I do. And drugs are usually teh bad. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mireille Report post Posted February 2, 2006 All the best! See you in game one day... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
WoodeH Report post Posted February 2, 2006 Sorry to hear it Beorn, hope too see you soon. Like others said.. All the best, and Good Luck. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sora_barzahd Report post Posted February 3, 2006 Hope you get off the addicion Beorn. I shall be waiting forour return Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MagpieLee Report post Posted February 3, 2006 Hope you get well and come back soon mate. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tanyia Report post Posted February 3, 2006 Beorn, it's awesome that you have recognized a problem and are seeking help That's usally the hardest step All the best of luck to you, my friend. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Minion Report post Posted February 3, 2006 You kick it man, you don't let nothing or no one own you! Minion Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Arnieman Report post Posted February 3, 2006 (edited) All the best, Beorn, and here's hoping you beat the addiction. Losing someone from the community for awhile is better than forever. Alcohol is good, just use it in moderation, like I do. And drugs are usually teh bad. Is this the part where I counteract everything you just said? ...ahh, I actually agree. Edited February 3, 2006 by Arnieman Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Entris Report post Posted February 3, 2006 Sorry 2 hear that Beorn, hope everything works out for u! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ttlanhil Report post Posted February 3, 2006 Alcohol is good, just use it in moderation, like I do. And drugs are usually teh bad. Is this the part where I counteract everything you just said? ...ahh, I actually agree. if you don't, I will. any alcohol at all is very bad for someone who is a recovering alcoholic. (okay, so it's only part of it I contradicted) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kat Report post Posted February 3, 2006 I'm gonna miss ya beorn! Take care and good luck Hope you can get off those addictions. *hugs* -Kat Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Beorn Report post Posted February 4, 2006 Ok this is my internet time...I get 15 minutes each day and no games....I got here today and they started the detox portion of my stay. I have been sick all day in this is a hell hole. I share a room with a Heroin addict that eats his blankets for some reason. If you don't clean your room you have to pay five dollars to the penalty bin. Which really sucks...so I just gave them 35 and said I don't want to clean all week. I miss you all already and thanks for the posts. Well I better use my time wisely and email my friends outside of EL. Bye until I feel like posting again. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
babaganeuche Report post Posted February 4, 2006 really sorry to hear that beorn, hope you get better and maybe i will see you ingame someday Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LadyWolf Report post Posted February 4, 2006 (edited) Beorn, it's awesome that you recognized your addiction as a problem and decided to do something about it. I've been in your shoes before, but had the will to stop it on my own years ago. If you need a friendly ear, just pm me when you get your net time. Much loove to you hun. ~~LW~~ Your in my prayers beorn Edited February 4, 2006 by LadyWolf Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mauler Report post Posted February 4, 2006 I hope you get better, relative of mine passed away last christmas cuz of this crap, so yea, see you ingame when ur good... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
affreckles Report post Posted February 4, 2006 good luck my little bro I will miss you greatly your friend for ever freckles Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sistema Report post Posted February 4, 2006 Best of luck to you my friend! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest EgoMatrix Report post Posted February 4, 2006 Hey Bro, im here for you. We have been friends a long time, if you need a friend to talk to you know how to find me. I know you will kick this and be with us again we miss you bro get better soon! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Damned_Angel Report post Posted February 4, 2006 Best of luck buddy....Take good care and we will be here for you when you come back:-) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Shiva Report post Posted February 4, 2006 I wish you the best in your recovery and truly hope that you stay strong to fight this. I am not sure where I heard this but it helps me when things get too rough.... every morning that you wake up breathing, you have another chance. Take care Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Samanex Report post Posted February 4, 2006 Stay strong, Beorn! Write when you can, there's friends here! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chelsey6 Report post Posted February 4, 2006 I wish you much love and strength through your recovery. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Beorn Report post Posted February 5, 2006 Hey all. I took my net time early because I am exhausted from throwing up all day. Lets see...I sat in a circle and talked with morons for about an hour and a half. Hmm then we had to go to our outside activities and I went to the class that teaches me how to act in society blah blah.... They say that my anger is a result of the drugs and I was like no I just hate people in general. Then I had to go back to that class for yelling at people for being stupid. Well thats about it. Time to go send out email and thanks for the new comments they do help to see that people actually care. Keep em comin'! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites