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Hi everybody, i would like to tell you all what i been doing in last months. First let me start from beginning and explain some details Since the game has turned into small circles of powerful guilds i decided to walk alone path and have fun on my own way. I had shared passwords with a kind hearted man called Hussam, pleasant Nimbus and i really enjoyed for a while. Although for different reasons i ended up by not sharing my chars with nobody else from then, because sharing is never a good choice and wasn't making me happy due my game play way actively. And within the context of playing alone I admit I've used to macro range inside instance, which was very handy to me since I have two computers (common use) in here in home, i truly didn't know about range inside isn't legal, i had in my mind its illegal if you let it playing alone all day long gathering levels by itself, i though if i am watching it and controlling it I could use this, my mistake. Since kingpin character is my beloved punching bag and farm source, i was just farming invasions and instances alone according to my time, my wife permission, studies online, and after Years and Years of playing and enjoying just main character i had decided to invest a bit of effort into mugen (which i was catching some quick lvls in magic and manufacture - mana drains and leather helms, besides that i was just holding gold coins and saving for sell for other players, and i was rushing as much i could, which made me take shortcuts and do wrong decisions on my path in EL, I had expectation of raise a fair amount of gcs and sell for a good rate on parallel market for other players and I am sorry radu for this, i would like to cross your deals only this time specially due my needing, other times, i just sold small gold coins packages sporadically. Certain persons knows i am married man and we (my wife and I) have difficulties to become dads, we are aiming into a treatment of fertilization in vitro, which is expensive where we live. Sounds crazy, but i had a hope to complement the bills by playing the game, and i was very focused. Please, but please i don't wanna sound a motherfucker to use that reason to apologize what i did, but if you are human enough consider that. This is reality, we are drinking daily supplements and I suffer every month when she bloods on the bath dreaming to have a baby. (Flame if you are reading this, no, my wife never cheated on me, i think you better move your hate for people who don't sell you another 150/160 a/d's account). I don't feel interest in bother other peoples game, i don't feel desire in macro anything or share any account no longer. Also im being bombed in social media people who never cared me or cheated on me even asking whatever happened to me, even if I sell kingpin, what program i used and i'm not even replying back. Surra was a player that i met in game and we became friends, he sold his account and i lent lady_flow (one of my alts) to him play, he also has havena, lord_punheteiro, cherao and coe and our trade logs at least to havena is a mess i guess. I don't know what the technical details about logs and what we did, but i did some nights of orc tokens macro with lord, to maximize gold and try luck with serpent stones and maybe 1 or 2 rigs? It wasn't worth it and i stopped like 1 week ago. I think its a bit early to take decisions on what gonna happen to me, from you guys radu and Aislinn specially, mods, i just wanted to let you know i had enjoyed every moment i was online and shared my time with your guys time and my biggest regret was take part of shady macro help. I think i disappointed my small circle of friends and i had received lots of questions in rl about what happened to me, some are worried and others happy who knows, we living the weird end of times pandemic and etc, i had hope to keep playing on my vacation from work, if not, its ok i will keep studying and appreciate everyday things, turn my attention and time into wife, dog toddy and ok it will be a long vacation! Seems cliché to say that but i love the game and if I had another chance, today or tomorrow, or next month i will be back (as Arnold Schwarzenegger) and i swear for god wont use any illegal program. What happened to me can happen to any of you if you use programs to easy your life, i got caught and i am here to be judged and punished, hope you all learned something, its not a reason for laughter since we are people and we fail for various reasons. Thanks for reading a bit long text Some notes *English isn't my native language, used translator; *Mentioned some names, can remove if you feel uncomfortable