Sweettea

I took a screenie too! Thanks to Diphtong for infoming me of this. [PM from Diphtong: any idea how to get out here?] [EternalTrivia @ 124]: Category: Art. [PM to Diphtong: to get out of where?] [PM from Diphtong: of the underworld] [PM to Diphtong: on c2?] [PM from Diphtong: yes] [PM to Diphtong: are you on a platform? if so you USE of of the items there] [PM from Diphtong: i am not, am i on a plattform? ] [PM from Diphtong: would you say that you are on a plattform?] [PM to Diphtong: im in WSC ] [PM from Diphtong: but your body is in the underworld of c2] [PM to Diphtong: just walk south] Wessica has logged on. [PM from Diphtong: and i stand next to him] [PM to Diphtong: thats weird..] [PM to Diphtong: im buying feastings from Mira, lol] [PM from Diphtong: you are in the EWol guild] [PM to Diphtong: I die in c2 all the time. I know my way out] [PM to Diphtong: yeah I run EWoL] [PM to Diphtong: Our guilds are allies] [PM from Diphtong: sweettea and you have 5/95 health points left!] [PM to Diphtong: nope] [PM from Diphtong: thats funny but confusing. ok just walking south!] [PM to Diphtong: I have a full 95] [PM to Diphtong: lol,t hats weird] [PM from Diphtong: that might be the case in wsc. but here you stand with 5/95] [PM from Diphtong: I swear! ok, gotta go south and find my way out!]

I read this post the other day and wasnt sure if I should in it or not. I'm still not sure its a good idea for me to do so. But sometimes I have to say something and I am trying to find the right words to get my point across without coming off heartless or unthoughtful...But here goes The boy did not "die" He killed himself. There is a difference. This is just me and my view it is sorta mean but I get tired of the "my life is so bad" ,"I hate school" ,"My parents won't give me a cookies, so I'm gonna kill myself" stuff. Especially when their lives arent that bad. I understand some people are just weak and cant handle life itself. If someone has real, really bad stuff I may be able to understand but online I have seen ppl even post about killing themselves! I'm like if you really wanted to you wouldnt have posted about it because you would be DEAD. So I dont play the give some attention game. I say go get a hug from your mama or something. Life isnt going to go your way just because, You have to TRY! There are people in this world, on this earth, right now today who are living in conditions and situations we can barely imagine. there are people out there who WANT to live even though their lives have been so hard! There are people in the world who would chew off their own damn arm for some water or a peace of bread and here we have ppl going onto computers playing games and complaining of their lives! And just plain old sooo unhappy! If you or your whoever has enough extra cash to pay for such an unneedful thing to survival as internet or a computer or even a lil old t.v. set , then you havent got it that bad! The fact that you can even type a post or chat in a game or forums about how unhappy youare means you are ahead of soo many who cant even read or write! So many good everyday things people take for granted just gets me sometimes. I have seen some hard times in my life. Some very very bad. But I wouldnt ever kill myself, It just doesnt make any sense to me. Life would have to deal me some heavy shiz for me to come to that point. I have been in places where I experienced some depression, for a long time. Mostly in my teen years. I felt my life was just that bad. but I was never a stupid girl and I knew no matter how bad I felt inside. my life was bad but it could always be worse. I thought of how killing myself would affect those around me. My siblings, my mom, my dad, aunties, uncles, cousins. So many ppl would be affected if I had chickend out. I dont want to go into too much detail of my bad times but close family members on drugs affected me and my sibs much. Made it so that we were poorer than we had to be. I came into puberty at the age of 10! I didnt even go to 5th grade because the princible looked at me and said "Take her to the middle school down the street" . So I went from 4th to 6th grade. I was a nice girl. Wanted to please people, wanted to have people like me and I was a pretty lil girl in a young womans body. So from a very young age I had to deal with How I was treated because of the way I looked. Girls at school teased because not only was I cuter and had a bigger breast cup than them, but i couldnt afford the coolest clothes, shoes, hair styles. At school the boys would ignore me but let me be walking home and they catch me and surround me like dogs in heat. I had more problems with grown men than boys. Needless to say I had to learn the hard way and school was like a hell I didnt want to go thru everyday. But I went, lol. I never had many friends and I was still trying to be the nicest girl I could be til I got 17. I went to 7 different high schools in just 4 years of school. We moved around alot. I never got suspended or even got detention in school. I was quiet and shy most of the time.I went to alot of middle schools and elementry ones too. I was the oldest of 6 kids so I was changing diapers, washing dishes, getting sibs dressed for school at an early age. Yeah it sucked but it wasnt that bad. It was still hard for me. Life itself. I was screaming inside my own mind at times at all the shiz in my life I hated and how it was fair. Until one day I was in the bathroom. Thats where I went to get away from everyone else because we had a house full. I Having one of my fits and it got really bad till I just wanted to bang my head against the wall. I actually did bang it a few times nad it hurt but I stoped and thought for a sec about what I was doing and why. I started analyzing myself and I came to realize How those folks who cut themselves can do that. Before I had never understood, they just seemed crazy to me but just them and what I was doing and how I felt inside I came to see why I felt like causing myself actual physical pain which i couldnt really feel because of all the pain that was inside. In the end I never did nothing crazy in my teen years, Didnt drink, smoke, runaway. never shouted at my parents, never talked back. But I did have an addiction besides biting my nails and that was books. I read alot and got bad grades in school because of it. I read and I read alot of my teen years away. I still read alot years later. Still have problems in life. Things dont always go my way but everyday I smile and laugh more than once. Everysingle day and that makes it worth it. And besides I have 3 kids now, lol. Suicide is not an option since I have these kids to raise. Also I will not let my kids play anykind of game for more than 2 hours a day if that. They will be too busy with other stuff If I have anything to say about it. My son will not be playing some RPG game for hours at a time. He can do that when he can pay for it himself. I have said before this. to people while chattin on EL. About kids and games. I said " I wouldn't let my kids play EL or a game like it" not because of the game itself. Some games like these are very time consuming and my kids wont have the time. I plan to be an active parent in my childrens life meaning that I will try to know where my kids are and what they are doing. And about clinical depression. I can't really say much about. See a doctor, takes some pills. I don't have it and don't know anyone close to me who does. But I do think parents should watch their kids and take note of that kind or any kind of behavior that is not healthy. And I know my typing is not so good but I try. I most likely missplled some things and have a bunch of typos goin on. I already know that. I have gotten a bit off track and maybe not all the way on topic.I also did go into more personal detail than I intended and thats not even all of it. Boy! Do I have alot of stories, lol. I also think I may get bad feedback about what I have said here but either way I'll live. Its sad about the kid taking his own life but I feel for the family and friends left behind more than anything. Its sad that people do that to their loved ones. If anyone wants more clarification on what I mean from the things I have said here then drop me a line and I will be happy to chat sometime.

It depends really.. In RL if I died and someone looted my dead body of posseions. Then yes I would come back as a ghost and haunt them til the end of their days(or worse), lmao! But anyways I just dont have no truck with evildoers. It's just not the cool thing to do. Anyone who harms me (or mine) deserves to get harmed back.

Shhhh... Its already crowded enough

I'm not afraid of getting banned or warned though. If its okay to hit ppl over the head with swords and scam and lie like scum. I see no problem with cursing them and their mama

Gratz on the Wedding!! Hope you enjoy the wedding gifts!

I so agree with you here. sKuller was the first person that I can recall returning My DB and I must say i surprised and shocked to get it back since I died in VOTD which is full of pesky bagjumpers. And t this day I am thankful for him. He recently returned another DB of mine and Now I am twice as greateful to him for his good deeds Except even a "new person" should know it wont be smiled upon to take anothers items. Especialy after someone asks for it back! then you know they want it and if you choose to keep it you deserve the consequences of those actions. I personally think the community is a bit to easy on evildoers. I disagree a bit here. If someone chooses to keep my DB , PK me while training, bagjump for any reason whatsoever! I will harass them until the end of their EL Lives!!!! They better hope they never see me around because I do not forget and I will remind them of their evil ways everytime I see them. If I can I will Kill them. If they want to #ignore me then thats fine to I will get all my Buddies to PM them to!!! or Local chat them to death I have no sympathy for evil doers and may they all die (x10) . If its okay to cause distress to People by taking their things , whats so wrong about letting them know how you feel about it? But it seems alot of bagjumpers are newbie alts and you usally dont see them again. So If someone wants to be a bagjumper I hope they get harassed all the day long. They cant be trusted with their evil thieving ways.

This Zackary Char asked to join my guild as char named VVMatrixVV. He was let in then got banned 5 mins later and I had to #remove him. He was claiming to have been hacked and I think he was trying to scam us into giving him free stuff. He Pm'd me as Zackary and was trying to play a sob story on me but i wasnt having it. He cant be trusted and isnt even a good liar. Now Valentino is GOOD usually at not getting caught in his lies. It can be hard to catch him sometimes. and he is also Known as Wasnt_me1 aka Romeo aka Holla aka Lord_Ellis(and others I dont know about or forgot). i have had Him in a guild of mine before but he was kicked when found to be dishonorable. The sad thing is He was very nice most of the time. And would offer help when asked for it(hes the one who got me the Axe book set for just a few ores. I still dont know how he did that ).So I tried to give him every chance I could to prove he had changed or I was mistaken in my impressions of him but it did not come to pass. You cant trust him.

I have a few screenies Dust & I Isle of the Forgotten PvP Training 1 PvP Training 2

I would probably just wear the cape if it went with my outfit To walk around in, lol

Folks who say they dont like the Hippity Hop music even though they secretly do and are mad because they are no rythm having non-dancers They are soo jealouse! Folks who tend to think rap/hip hop are the same thing Folks who seem to think Black/african americans are the same as Aricans/African americans (PM me for more info on this if you want) Sometimes I get annoyed at non capitalized first Letter in names. Really if its mine! (But I can let it slide )

I would also like to say a Thank you to the Creaters of Eternal Lands! One of the best things I have found I LOVE about EL (besides the cool peoples) is that it is a REAL free game. Not all games are. I have tried a few games and they say they are free but they aren't! I dont want to say any names but.. *cough* AQ*cough* (I will give exaple here!) When you want to leave IP and go to say Whitestone you get a big message sayin You must be a Guardian/Elite/Donater/ Gold Member to go here! If you want to learn how to be a Super Donater Guardian and get all teh special stuff that cheapos can't have CLICK HERE! (You have only been in the game 5 mins! )So you go to IP tavern and sell your meat and furs. All is good the you try to buy some wine and get the same message To be a UberPlatinum Donater CLICK HERE! So you leave the tavern and walk around a bit. Go to the Wraith and click him and get the same type of message You must have a Eternal-lands gold account to gain access to the Wraith. Become a Elite Gold/Silver member today!! Anyways i'm just very Happy EL isnt like that at all!! And I love it! So when it comes time for me to come out of my pocket I can do it of my own free will and not because I was bashed over the head with a ton of messages to do so or Else! I give thanks to all who have made this possible!!

Dont know how without using Photoshop. And it and EL on same time. SOmetimes things like to freeze up. I can just crop it I guess :/ work..work..work... Maybe I just use a different one! These are older though.. Me 1 Me 2

This is one of my favorites at the moment. Peace Day #1

That is the sort of problem I am having. In Kasumara 13,207. I will try to get a Nomap thingamabob. ~And it worked. i was able to log on and beam out.

I tried it and I got stuck when I went to Kasumara and tried to go to some other map. Just got disconnected and error message about Not having a map for the place. I figure maybe i did download something right or something. I just need help. Cant get back on test server .

I thought that was weird also. Couldnt remote heal at all. It was fun exploring for awhile and when i went to Grubani pen The monsters that came near just stoped in place and stayed there. i tried to out wait them to see if they would wander off but I got bored first I have screenies too! http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a269/DomaniSedai/EL/EL.jpg http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a269/Dom...ElPEaceday2.jpg

All Bagjumpers DIE!

Black Eyed Peas Nelly Furtado

1) Teenagers 2) Kids 3) Bad Parents 4) Spoiled Brats 5) Anyone who corrects my spelling/grammer without my direct permission. 5) Teenagers, Kids, and their Horrible PArents who didnt raise them right 6) Pkers who are sissie girls and like to "harm" you while your just trying to train on Armed Gobs because they are afraid to fight you fair and square because you might kick their ass. 7) Games/Forums who wont let use swear words when called for. 8) Getting banned for using curse words 9) Food that doesnt taste good 10)A ton more things just peeve me off. Almost forgot~ BAG JUmpers! any and all kind and their many excuses. (Pkers included)

I dont train on Seridia anymore. Giving free stuff to thieves is not my kind of thing. Even in non multi maps Wimps can come and "harm" you to death because their afraid you might actually fight back if given the chance. So i chose Other. And thats where I be traing at If you want to know where. PM me!

ANd I dont get any of this.....

I say YES. Keep the cooldown. And no I dont like cooldown, its a serious pain for me. But I suppose faster ess and potions is worth the thousands, and thousands of gold coins I spend on non stackable feasting potions.

Little_Fluffy is ab bagjumping Liar. I will have my revenge upon his/her soul every chance I get. I Dont forget and I dont forgive. Beware this Liar if you are on a bag dont trust them for nothing no matter how nice Little_Fluffy tries to be. BAh! Im done with this. Little_Fluffy is on my shit list and thats that.