There's only one way to *begin* this new life: Give everything you own away to Annatira for contests. If you truly "worked" for anything you own (which I seriously doubt), then too bad. Those are the consequences for being a thief and liar. Until you do this, I, for one, will never trust nor believe you. You cannot be a thief, steal everything you need and want, and then "repent" and continue to enjoy the fruits of your thievery. I'll be waiting to see contests announced by Annatira with "thanks to Rayla for the prizes!" But I won't hold my breath.
